Thoughts.

Just this weekend, the church had an amazing speaker preach, Doctor John Avanzini. He is a very powerful and very wise man, very on fire for God too. His preachings hold a degree of depth in them, it's not as simple as just listening and getting it. But for the first time, I felt that there is more to it than meets the eye. 

Did anyone ever had that feeling where you just know something is missing? Like you've just barely scratched the surface of understanding? I want to know more, I crave for the knowledge of which Doctor John speaks, because I want to be able to understand more of God's revelations to us in this world. Being able to preach a word that tells us how to prepare for Jesus's second coming to this world isn't an everyday sermon, it's not something anybody can preach any oh how. The sermon left me in thought, trying to break this uncertainty that I'm lacking understanding. But in the end, it's the truth, there are just too many things that I don't understand about God's word, His bible. I really need to start getting more and more knowledge to understand God better, to know Him better and to definitely rise up and improve in my walk with the Lord.

My spiritual life isn't lacking but it definitely isn't enough. There's more, there always is, always will be.