Thoughts.

Just this weekend, the church had an amazing speaker preach, Doctor John Avanzini. He is a very powerful and very wise man, very on fire for God too. His preachings hold a degree of depth in them, it's not as simple as just listening and getting it. But for the first time, I felt that there is more to it than meets the eye. 

Did anyone ever had that feeling where you just know something is missing? Like you've just barely scratched the surface of understanding? I want to know more, I crave for the knowledge of which Doctor John speaks, because I want to be able to understand more of God's revelations to us in this world. Being able to preach a word that tells us how to prepare for Jesus's second coming to this world isn't an everyday sermon, it's not something anybody can preach any oh how. The sermon left me in thought, trying to break this uncertainty that I'm lacking understanding. But in the end, it's the truth, there are just too many things that I don't understand about God's word, His bible. I really need to start getting more and more knowledge to understand God better, to know Him better and to definitely rise up and improve in my walk with the Lord.

My spiritual life isn't lacking but it definitely isn't enough. There's more, there always is, always will be.

Faith to Believe.

This season, the church is gonna go through a major breakthrough, I can feel it. :) I've been so stressed out thinking about exams and all but its over, for now. I'm ever thankful to the Lord our God for blessing us. Truely we eat the fruits of our labour, if we fail to plan, we plan to fail.

I've been through quite some tough times of my own, insecurities, disappointment and all that. But through it all, it became an opportunity to grow closer to God. JO showed me through his words how powerful "I love you" can be. These three simple words can mean nothing or everything. Use them sparingly and only when you really mean it. It could change a person's life for the better or for worse.

I feel so blessed that I have such anointed leaders loving me and Pastors as well. Without the church, out lives would've been tattered and torn and God knows where we'd be. But God found me and I'm now living my best life. With my leaders, Pastors. CG and God.

I'm starting my BMT B soon, I really can't wait to serve God with the voice He gave us. The instrument God blessed us with. It's the most powerful instrument that we'll ever have. I'll use it to live my dream of being a worship leader, impacting and changing lives by bringing down His presence through the power of song. JO taught me, "a song are a bunch of words with a melody, and the bible says that the tongue is a powerful tool that either speaks life or speak death." I'll use my tongue to glorify Him and impact as many lives as I possibly can.

Friends, the church, and most importantly God, what more can I ask for? 6 points in my O leveles? Haha! :D I'll give it my all loving people like how JO and everyone else did and God did, at the same time doing well in my studies, "we can do well and do good" I will always believe in what Pastor How believes in, because Pastor How and Pastor Lia built the church BECAUSE they believe in US. If my Pastors believe in me, I'll do my best to make them proud. Loving people, loving life, loving God. :) Ministry is starting soon, I'm excited to be able to serve God even more, being able to grow stronger in Him. I'll learn every chance I can, so that I can rise up and be an asset to my CG and church.

This is the life I live and I'm VERY proud of it. No regrets, no strings attached. ;) Bye!

-Adam